When I found the heroine as a boy

Chapter 60

Zhou Qinglang resisted the urge to swear, with a cold expression.

In the past 14 years, she had never hated someone so much that she wanted to throw up every word she said.

"roll."

For Zhou Qinglang, money can be shared, food can be shared, except for Xia Wan.

"I know your past."

The girl standing on the steps was still talking, with a malicious smile hidden.

"You were picked up by her, right?"

Zhou Qinglang's pupils constricted and his fists were clenched.

The girl saw that she did not object, and her expression was not very happy.

In fact, how difficult it is to investigate these things is not difficult at all.

I went to find out what junior high school they were from, people with outstanding appearance and outstanding learning were always easy to be remembered, and then followed this line to their junior high school, pretending to be interviewing school newspaper reporters, and found the elementary school.

From elementary school, I found the place where I used to live, and from the words of the old people, I know some fragments of their getting along and their family situation.

"Why do people always experience so much injustice when they are alive?"

The girl murmured to herself, her eyes a little blank.

"Obviously I am more unfortunate than you, why can't I meet her."

Why should others have salvation, but she doesn't.

"But fortunately, although it's a bit late, she still showed up."

There was a foolish smile on the girl's face, making that delicate face look a little distorted.

"It's really a very warm person. I can feel that what I long for comes out from the bottom of my bones. In fact, she could not have helped me."

Those people should actually be thankful that Xia Wanshuang stopped them, otherwise there might be some accidents waiting for them in a few days.

"Sweet cakes are always easy to attract insects and ants, Classmate Zhou."

The girl had a sly look on her face, and she didn't seem to mind comparing herself to a small creature at all.

When she walked past Zhou Qinglang, Zhou Qinglang grabbed her by the collar, and his fist was only 0.1 cm away from her face.

The threatened person is not frightened at all, and even smiles widen.

"If you continue to fight now, I will appear in front of her tomorrow and tell her that your attack is really too heavy."

Oh shit.

Zhou Qinglang put his hand down and pushed the man away.

This man has her weakness, and he seems to be an unreasonable lunatic.

Zhou Qinglang thought that he was still a normal person, and the person in front of him must be abnormal.

She didn't bother to refute this man's words anymore, the more she refuted, the more she seemed to show weakness.

"What is not yours is not yours. You will never have it. Put away your delusions and go back to your corner."

Zhou Qinglang wiped his fingers with a tissue in disgust, with a mocking expression.

"Even if you climbed on that cake, the cake would just feel disgusting."

Zhou Qinglang didn't bother to look at her anymore, walked out of the school, and threw the tissue into the trash can, still feeling hazy in his heart.

The girl whose name she didn't know was like some kind of creature living in the dark swamp, difficult and disgusting.

What can I do to drive her out of my life?

As soon as some dark thoughts popped up, Zhou Qinglang immediately vetoed himself.

If she really did something irreparable, my sister would never forgive her.

Zhou Qinglang's interest was not high, so Xia Wanshuang naturally noticed it too.

"What's the matter, it seems that you are not very happy today."

Xia Wan rubbed the little girl's hair and found that her hair had grown a little longer.

"Sister, you said that if there is a miserable person in front of you, will you help her?"

Zhou Qinglang felt that he should also investigate that person, because the other party could not know her details, and she knew nothing about the other party.

"That depends on the situation."

Xia Wan groaned, wondering if he looked like a philanthropist.

Xia Wanshuang let out a sigh as if she couldn't figure it out, and held Zhou Qinglang's face in her hands.

"Langlang, don't tell me your sister and I have a face that looks like a fool with a lot of money?"

It's really puzzling.

"You were worried that I would pick up other children when you were young, and you were worried that I would pick up someone when you grew up. What gave you such an illusion?"

She didn't intend to pick someone back at all, and she didn't take back children.

"me."

Zhou Qinglang looked at Xia Wan's eyes, at the reflection of his little self in those eyes.

"Bringing me back from my sister is my biggest worry."

I always worry about whether another self will appear.

After all, there are too many unfortunate people in this world.

Zhou Qinglang's hand covered the back of Xia Wanshuang's, and put his forehead on Xia Wanshuang's forehead, passing his own temperature over.

The breathing of the two blended together, and even the heartbeat seemed to be at the same frequency.

Zhou Qinglang was stunned for a moment when she saw Xia Wan, and then she showed a shallow smile, like a flower in March, showing from the corners of her eyes and brows to her heart.

"We Langlang, why are we so unconfident in ourselves?"

The air that was exhaled carried a soft and sweet fragrance, caressing Zhou Qinglang's depressed mood.

"It's my sister who is too kind and soft-hearted, so it's easy for people with malicious intentions to target her."

Zhou Qinglang muttered, because of her good personality, Xia Wanshuang has been very popular since she was a child, and everyone likes to be friends with her. Her worry is very reasonable.

"Langlang, do you know what it means to me to bring a child home?"

Xia Wanshuang felt that it was time for her to have a good talk with the little girl at home, so that she would not be able to think about it all day long.

"It means...responsibility."

Xia Wanshuang paused as soon as she opened her mouth, not organizing her words, but hesitating whether to speak or not.

If this made Zhou Qinglang more dependent on her, what should he do in the future.

Injury and parting that have to do what to do.

But she had already taken the first step, how could she let herself watch the grown-up girl feel unhappy because of her sense of security.

In fact, she thought it was a bit funny psychologically. She had been devoting herself to being a good example for Zhou Qinglang, but she never thought that Zhou Qinglang would think that she was upright.

As long as you are human, you will have selfishness.

She came to this world for Zhou Qinglang, so adopting Zhou Qinglang to make this child suffer less is her selfishness.

Because she knew that this person was the pillar of the world, and she knew that this child would be an excellent person in the future, so she took him home without any grievances.

If this was the real world, would Xia Wanshuang take the beggar on the side of the road home to raise him as soon as they met? Xia Wanshuang didn't know, maybe she would send him to an orphanage, or find someone to adopt , may not be personally raised.

As for people, it depends on whether you hit it off or not.

When she saw Xiao Zhou Qinglang, Xia Wanshuang knew that she and this child must hit it off.

"I don't want the responsibility of being a sister, it sounds like a burden."

Zhou Qinglang wrinkled her nose. Although she knew that Xia Wanshuang wanted to express her caution, she didn't want Xia Wanshuang to only have family affection and a sense of responsibility for her.

"How can it be a burden, you are my most special love."

Xia Wanshuang's eyelashes trembled slightly, like a butterfly, stirring Zhou Qinglang's heart.

Zhou Qinglang just watched the butterfly fly and fly without stopping, leaving waves in the heart lake, disturbing a pool of spring water.

special love.

Zhou Qinglang looked at the softness in Xia Wan's eyes, as if he wanted to touch her sincere heart.

She just smiled, and smiled again when she saw Xia Wan.

With a smile full of helplessness and warmth, she wiped away the wet marks from the corners of her eyes with her fingers.

"Why are you crying?"

"Just glad you don't know how much you mean to me."

Zhou Qinglang sniffed, feeling a little out of control.

"Sometimes, I hate myself very much. I think how can someone like me be liked, but it's my sister...it's my sister who keeps telling me..."

Zhou Qinglang once hated himself extremely, not when he was six years old when he met Xia Wanshuang, but earlier.

It is because children who are not expected and loved are abandoned.

What is there to like about her? In the beginning, she was just a person who no one cared about even if she died on the side of the road, but in Xia Wan's eyes, she seemed to be a special existence worthy of being loved.

"Our Langlang is so good, no matter when, someone will like you."

"It's because of my sister that I became outstanding."

"No," Xia Wan wiped away the tears from the corners of Zhou Qinglang's eyes, and looked at the childish little girl, "It's not because of me, even without me, you will grow into a very outstanding and dazzling person."

It's just that the road is bumpy and has more twists and turns, and the frost along the way has made her unattainable.

"Why do I always worry that someone will show up to share my love for you? Even if there is no so-called blood bond, you are irreplaceable in my heart."

Zhou Qinglang's tears became more intense, and he just looked at Xia Wanshuang with his eyes, crying silently.

"Sometimes, I feel that you have grown up, but sometimes, I feel that you are a child, afraid of being shared with adults' love, awkward and wronged."

Xia Wan wiped Zhou Qinglang's tears with tissues in both hands, and lightly flicked Zhou Qinglang's head.

"Worrying."

"My sister is right. I just don't want others to rob you."

Zhou Qinglang smiled foolishly and touched his forehead, hugged Xia Wanshuang's waist, and buried it in Xia Wanshuang's chest.

"Puppy, so protective of food."

"Wang."

Xia Wanshuang was amused by her and pinched her face.

"This thing is only available to us, and it's the only one. Don't worry about it in the future, okay?"

Xia Wan double hooked the red rope around Zhou Qinglang's neck, touched the warm jade beads, and waved the small wooden sign in front of Zhou Qinglang.

She couldn't tell Zhou Qinglang something deeper, and she couldn't guarantee that she would be by Zhou Qinglang's side forever. She might not even be able to tell Zhou Qinglang some important days, but she could guarantee that the love she gave Zhou Qinglang was unique. No one else will.

"kindness!"

Zhou Qinglang held the wooden sign together with Xia Wan's hands, as if holding some kind of agreement.

Xia Wanshuang didn't continue to speak until Zhou Qinglang's mood improved.

"It's true that I will help some people in need, but it's not as exaggerated as you imagined. Even if you do good deeds, you have to be measured, and not everyone is worthy of help, you know Langlang."

"understood."

"Also, you can give others things, money, but there is only one thing in the world that cannot be given away, and that is love. If love is given away, it cannot be called love."

"Langlang, you have to know that I have always loved you, even if..."

"what?"

Zhou Qinglang blinked and looked up at Xia Wanshuang.

Xia Wanshuang just smiled and said nothing.